Update 18

NARRATORS POV

Sameer was so happy today because his detective told him that he found Naina’s address, though he couldn’t find the exact address but he was able to find the area where Naina lived.

Sameer Munna Swati were so happy that finally after two months they received some positive news, even though the exact location wasn’t known but still the area was known and all three of them decided to find Naina in that area. Even Sameer’s friend’s Pandit, Kamya, Kartik, sunaina and Hema also joined hands in the mission of finding Naina.

They were shocked to know that naina was the same girl whom sameer was searching day and night. It took them couple of minutes, to over come this shock. They were guilty conscience after they realized how their immature plan was hurting someone so badly. Also, they had promised sameer that they would help him uniting with his lover so, they wanted to fulfill their promise and also ask for forgiveness from naina once they would meet her.

Everyone had a photograph of Naina and they were asking to almost every person they could ask, if they had seen Naina somewhere. Everyone denied seeing naina. All of them were losing the hope of meeting Naina but Sameer was confident that he would find Naina. He continued his search each day with same enthusiasm in the morning but by the end of the day would feel dejected but definitely wouldn’t lose hope.

Sameer parked his car in front of a grocery shop and went inside the shop with Naina’s photograph in his hand.

“Uumm bhaiya ek paani ki bottle milegi” Sameer asked the shop keeper.

The shopkeeper looked at Sameer and nodded his head in agreement. He went and brought a bottle of water and told the price of the bottle. Sameer paid him the money and took the bottle. Without waiting he started drinking water as he was very thirsty. He was finding Naina since morning without drinking any drop of water and now it was almost evening.

Before drinking the water Sameer had kept Naina’s photograph on the counter. When he finished drinking water he looked at the shop keeper who was holding the photograph in his hand and looking at the photograph intently as if he knew about the person in the photograph.

“Aap inhe jante hain” Sameer asked while hoping his answer to be positive.

The shop keeper looked at Sameer and said “hain yeh madam apna samaan yahi se toh leti hain lekin aap kaun hai or inke baare main kyun pooch rahe hain”.

Hearing the shop keeper Sameer wanted to do bhangra here but somehow controlled his excitement. But still a huge smile formed on his face. He was happy to hear something positive.

“Actually mien unhe kafi dino se dhoond raha hoon agar aap mujhe unke ghar ka address yeah colony name kuch bhi bata denge toh boht meherbani hogi apki” Sameer said.

The shopkeeper looked at Sameer said “aap bhale insaan lagte hain isi liye mien apko bata raha hoon varna hum kisi ko bhi kissi or ka address nahiin batate”.

Sameer came out of the shop with a smiling face. Finally he would meet Naina after ages. He looked at the colony’s name written on a piece of a paper.

He looked towards the sky and said “thank you bhagwaanji finally apne meri prayers sun li. I can’t wait to see her, tell her that I love her. Oh my God kitna kuch kehna hai usse kitna kuch poochna hai usse, finally vo din aa hi gaya”.

Sameer happily sat in his car and started driving towards his destination. Finally he reached and after coming out of his car he was shocked to see the place.

“Naina yahan rehti hain?” Sameer whispered.

He looked around at the surrounding; it was nothing less than garbage. The entire chawl looked as if it was build centuries ago. Its condition was worst. It looked like very poor people lived here. Sameer looked at few people who were looking at him with question in their eyes but what was that question?

“Saab aap kya yeh jagah girane aye hain?” one of the men asked Sameer.

Sameer was astonished hearing this. Sameer now realized that his attire and a car made him look like he was here to buy this land.

“Nahiin bilkul nahiin mien bas yahan kissi se milne aya tha” Sameer said and he saw everyone had confusion on their face.

“Saab aap jaise ameer log hum jaise gareeb log se bhala kyun milne ayenge or yahan koi bhi apke jaan pehchaan wala nahiin hoga” said another man.

Sameer looked at them and slowly walked towards them and said “actually mien inhe dhoond raha hoon or mujhe pata chala hai ki yeh yahan rehti hai”.

Sameer showed them the picture of Naina. Everyone looked at the picture and then at Sameer.

“Aap inhe jante hain yeh yahi rehti hain na?” Sameer asked them.

“Saab aap isse kyun dhoond rahe hain yeh boht hi bhali bachi hai” one of the men asked Sameer.

“Yeh mujhse naraaz hokar hi yahan rehne ayi hai or mien inhe dhoondte dhoondte aya hoon please mujhe bata dijiye yeh kaunse flat number main rehti hai” Sameer asked them politely.

Seeing Sameer one of them told him Naina’s flat number and Sameer thanked him. Sameer smilingly ran towards her house. Sameer knocked several time on the door as he was getting impatient for meeting Naina. Finally the door opened and Sameer’s smile vanished seeing a small girl opening the door.

“Huh yeh Naina ka ghar hai” Sameer asked to be sure if he was in the right house or not.

“Naina didi abhi aati hi hongi aap kaun” the small girl asked Sameer.

“Mien apki didi se milne aya hoon mera naam Sameer hai mien andar aa jaon” Sameer asked with a smile.

“Didi kehti hai kisi bhi stranger ko ghar main ane nahiin dena chahiye” the small girl replied and Sameer chuckled at this.

“Mien apki didi ko boht time se janta hoon or rahi baat stranger ki toh miene apko apna naam bataya na toh hum stranger kaha se huye” Sameer said and the little girl looked at Sameer with confused expressions.

Sameer smiled and picked that little girl in his arms. He stepped inside the house but the moment he stepped inside the house he was shocked to see the house. It had one room which had two chairs and a bed beside it and a small kitchen and a bathroom. He frowned at the thought that his Naina stayed in such a place but wasn’t she doing a job? She left the one she was previously doing but she would have joined some other office and would be earning as well so why was she staying like this? Why wasn’t she staying at a better place? He got to know about her leaving the job when he went there next day to search her but to his luck naina had already resigned, she didn’t complete her leaving period also.

“Apki didi kahan hai” Sameer asked.

“Vo peeche bazaar hai na vahan gayi hai” the girl replied.

Sameer smiled and said “mien apki didi se vahin mill loonga or hain kisi bhi stranger ko ghar main mat ane dena vo naam bhi bata de toh bhi kyunki naam batane se vo stranger dost nahiin ban jata samjhi”.

Sameer kept her down and left to meet Naina in the bazaar. Yes he could have waited for Naina in her house but he was really impatient to meet her, see her and most importantly confess his love to her.

Sameer was excitedly driving the car and looking left and right for naina. Since the road was not broad and people were also walking, the speed of the car was slow.

A girl was walking in-front of Sameer’s car and Sameer was continuously pressing the horn but that was making no effect on that girl as she wasn’t moving from his path.

“Behri ho kya, kabse horn baja raha hoon” Sameer said in a frustrate tone.

After few seconds, Sameer immediately pressed the breaks and stopped the car as the girl who was walking in front of his car fell on the road. If he wouldn’t have applied breaks the car would have gone over her and she might have died too.

Sameer came out of his car not only to shout at the girl for being careless but also to help her as she had fallen down. He saw the girl lying on the road. He looked at the crowd that was collected around him. He asked the girl if she was okay but when he got no reply he bent down and turned the girl. He was shocked seeing the person in front of his eyes.

“Naina” Sameer whispered.

Sameer started shaking Naina while taking her name hoping she would open her eyes or show some movement. Sameer was continuously patting her cheeks. Sameer saw Naina, she was looking much thinner than she already was and was looking paler than he had seen her two months before. Sameer quickly scooped Naina in his arms and kept her in his car’s backseat and rushed towards the hospital.

AT HOSPITAL

Sameer was continuously pacing in front of the ICU because when he brought her here, doctors after seeing Naina took her to ICU immediately without telling him the reason. Sameer was shocked because for him Naina had fainted and the one who fainted were not taken to ICU rather given some glucose or IV to help them over come their weakness. Then why Naina was taken to ICU, and doctors seemed to know her but the question is how? these thoughts kept running in Sameer’s mind.

Finally the doctor came out from ICU and Sameer rushed to him and started asking him questions. “Naina ko kya hua hai? Usse ICU main kyun rakha hai? She just fainted na toh uske liye ICU kyun? Aap chup kyun hai kuch toh boliye doctor please bataiye usse kya hua hai?”

Doctor looked at Sameer and asked “Naina ko brain tumor hai or aap unka naam jante hain toh matlab aap Naina ko zaroor jante hain hai na?

Sameer’s world stopped after hearing doctor’s words. Naina had brain tumor and she didn’t even contact him once why?

Sameer thought ‘aisa nahiin ho sakta Naina ko kuch nahiin ho sakta abhi toh hamare pyaar ki shuruaat hone wali thi shuru hone se pehle vo khatam nahiin ho sakti nahiin aisa nahiin ho sakta. Bhagwanji aap aisa nahiin kar sakte miene apse pray kiya tha naina ko theek rakhiyega uski khwaish poori kijiyega per apne meri naina ki kya halath kar di. Please usse theek kijiye.’

Sameer’s thought were broken when doctor said “inhe pichle two months se brain tumour hai or abhi iss stage pe operation will save her life because not much risk is involved at this stage but we need one of her family member to sign on the paper. We had told her how serious is this but”

“But what doctor” Sameer asked.

“She said she was an orphan and she doesn’t have any family. We told her that if she is an orphan then any person from orphanage can sign for her but she refused to tell us about her orphanage also. Every alternate day she feels pain in her head and sometimes it’s unbearable so she faints. We are helpless, we can’t do her operation before someone signs the paper” doctor said.

Sameer was shocked hearing the doctor and thought ‘she said she is an orphan? How can she think like this? She didn’t even call anyone of us to share her pains why she wants to bear all the pains alone? Why god why did you do this with Naina wasn’t all the pain enough that you gave her more pains? Why did you do this why? Nahiin Naina ko kuch nahiin hoga mien usse kuch nahiin hone doonga yeh operation hoga zaroor hoga’

“I’ll sign the papers doctor aap operation ki tyari kijiye” Sameer said in a mere whisper after coming back to reality.

“But aap hai kaun look we need some one from the family to sign the papers and she told she is an orphan” before doctor could complete his sentence Sameer intervened.

“vo orphan nahiin hai suna aapne vo orphan nahiin hai she is the daughter of the business tycoon Rakesh Agarwal, she is the daughter in law of the business tycoon Bobby Maheshwari and she is the WIFE of the CEO of the Maheshwari enterprise did you hear it she is not an orphan she has a family” Sameer shouted and hearing him doctor was shocked.

“What but she said she is” doctor started speaking but was again cut off by Sameer

“Miene kaha na apse vo orphan nahiin hai baar baar mat boliye and I am her HUSBAND. I’ll sign the papers for her operation please bring them” Sameer said in a stern voice.

“Doctor Patient ko hosh aa gaya hai and she is saying unke discharge papers tyaar kar diye jaye” the nurse said after coming out from the ICU.

“Doctor aap operation ki tyari kijiye mien Naina se milke aata hoon” Sameer said and doctor nodded his head in agreement.

Sameer walked towards the ICU with slow steps. He pushed the door and saw Naina was lying on the bed with all the tubes attached to her. Sameer closed his eyes seeing her like this.

After taking a long breath Sameer walked towards her. He stood next to Naina and saw her, now he understood why she was looking pale and why she had lost weight. Sameer closed his eyes to control his tears.

“Naina” Sameer whispered.

Hearing Sameer Naina slowly opened her eyes and looked at Sameer. Tears started flowing from Naina’s eyes as she was seeing Sameer after ages. In these two months, she had missed Sameer so much that it couldn’t be expressed in words. She wanted to meet Sameer but at the same time she didn’t want to become a hurdle in his life and plus she didn’t want to break her own promise.

Naina turned her face in the opposite direction and said “sorry mien promise nibha nahiin payi meri kismat ne meri promise tudwa di but I promise iske baad apke samne kabhi nahiin aaongi”

Sameer stared at her with disbelief she was still thinking about her promise? Why was she hurting herself so much? He can clearly see she is trying hard to speak normally.

“Kyun iske baad kyun nahiin aaogi samne abhi jaise achanak se aa gayi baad main bhi toh aa sakti ho na” Sameer said, though he knew why she was saying that but he wanted her to tell him.

“Kyunki mien apni promise hamesha nibhati hoon” Naina said while tears were continuously flowing down from her eyes. Sameer shook his head disappointingly.

“Tumne kyun nahiin bataya Naina” Sameer whispered and Naina immediately looked at him. Seeing Sameer Naina understood that doctor told Sameer about her illness.

“Tumhari zindagi with your love kaisi chal rahi hai” Naina asked while trying to divert the topic.

“Theek nahiin chal rahi” Sameer replied.

Before Naina could ask him further the nurse came inside and said “sir apko doctor ne yahan sign karne ke liye bola hai or operation one hour main shuru hoga”

Naina looked at nurse and then at Sameer and asked “kaise operation or kiska operation”.

“Tumhara operation” Sameer replied while signing the paper.

“Nurse Miene kaha tha na apse mere discharge papers tyaar kar dijiye toh phir yeh operation kyun? Or mere paas apke hospital ki fees pay karne ke liye paise nahiin hai or iss operation ke liye toh bilkul nahiin hai aap please doctor se boliye mere discharge paper tyaar kijiye mujhe ghar jana hai” Naina said.

Nurse looked at Naina and then Sameer. “Aap unhe kyun dekh rahi hain miene kaha na apse mere paas paise nahiin hai dene ke liye or aap inse sign kyun karwa rahi hai yeh mere koi nahiin lagte aap please vo kijiye jo miene kaha hai” Naina said.

“Nurse or kahiin sign karna hai” Sameer asked ignoring Naina’s words and nurse nodded her head saying ‘yes’ and then showed him few places that were left to be signed.

“Sameer aap aisa kyun kar rahe hain aap kyun sign kar rahe hain papers” Naina asked.

“Simple because I am your HUSBAND and I have every right to sign this paper and take decision on your behalf and I have taken my decision yeh operation hoga or zaroor hoga” Sameer replied her while looking at her and then again started signing the paper.

Naina was shocked hearing this and thought ‘did he say he is my husband? Sameer ne apne pyaar se shaadi nahiin ki iska matlab kahiin inki girlfriend ne yeh toh nahiin soch liya ki mere or Sameer ke beech kuch tha, mujhe jane se pehle uski confusion door kar deni chahiye thi. Ab samaj aya Sameer ne kyun kaha achi nahiin chal rahi yeah shayad court ne abhi tak divorce papers pe mohar nahiin lagayi hogi isi liye vo doobara shaadi nahiin kar paa rahe honge’.

Naina saw Sameer was giving the signed papers to nurse so she immediately snatched those papers and said “mien inhe phaad (tear) doongi phir koi operation nahiin hoga”

“Tumhe kya lagta hai ek paper phaadne se operation nahiin hoga Phir se operation ke paper ban jayenge or mien phir sign kardoonga lekin yeh operation hoga or zaroor hoga” Sameer replied.

“Sameer aap kyun aisa kar rahe hain mujhe yeh operation nahiin karwana or mere paas paise bhi nahiin hai aap please yahan se jaiye” Naina said.

Sameer looked at nurse and nurse nodded her head in understanding and left the room leaving Sameer and Naina alone.

“Tumse kisne kaha ki tumhare paas paise nahiin hai oh yeah kaha se honge apni salary toh tum mujhe deke gayi thi na?” Sameer asked her in a sarcastic tone.

“Sameer”

“Kya Sameer mana tum mujhse naraaz thi lekin tum Rakesh uncle ko phone karke unse toh paise maang sakti thi na apne ilaaj ke liye vo tumhare papa hain dammit or tumne jhoot kyun kaha ki tum orphan ho hain”

“Sameer miene unhe papa mana hai lekin unhone kabhi mujhe apni beti nahiin mana or unhe toh khushi hogi jab mien iss duniya main nahiin rahoongi. Sameer aap mera ek kaam karenge mere marne ke baad aap papa se ek request karenge? Ki ek din bas ek din vo apna kaam chod kar mere paas aa jaye or meri chita ko aag laga de please Sameer unhe bolna ki mien chahti thi ki meri chitta ko aag vahi lagaye unke dil main jo itne saal se dard hai na vo sab chala jayega. Please Sameer aap mera yeh kaam karenge na? Itne dino se mien soch rahi thi ki yeh baat mien papa se kaise boloongi lagta hai dooseri baar bhagwaan ne meri sun li” Naina said.

Sameer had tears in his eyes after hearing Naina, he could see the pain in her eyes but more than pain he could see defeat in her eyes, something he missed while reading her diary.

“Dooseri baar?” Sameer asked.

“Hain meri pehli wish thi mien mar jaon. Lekin mien kamzor nahiin hoon ki apni jaan khud le loon mien chahti thi ki bhagwaan khud mujhe mare bachpan se leke aaj tak miene yahi wish kiya hai or finally ab vo poora hoga pata hai Sameer aaj tak bhagwaan ne meri koi wish poori nahiin ki pata nahiin kaise meri pehli wish poori kar di or ab dooseri wish bhi poori kar di isi liye aap please yahan se chale jaiye mujhe koi operation nahiin karwana hai meri wish poori ho rahi hai Sameer aap please yahan se jaiye” Naina said and Sameer was dumbstruck hearing Naina.

Sameer cursed himself because he was the one to ask God to fulfill all her wishes but he never in his wildest dream thought that Naina would wish something like this.

“Naina yeh operation hoga or tum yeh operation karwaogi” Sameer said in a stern voice but tears were flowing down from his cheeks.

“Nahiin mien yeh operation nahiin karwaongi apko ek baar main samaj nahiin ata kya”

“Tum yeh operation karwaogi mujhe kuch nahiin pata or tumhe bhi ek baar main samaj nahiin ata kya”

Naina took a deep breath and pulled all the injections that were inserted in her hands and while doing this she felt immense pain due to which she closed her eyes tightly but didn’t make any sound.

Sameer who saw this asked in a tensed voice “Naina tum yeh kya kar rahi ho”

“mien yahan se jaa rahi hoon kyunki mujhe yeh operation nahiin karwana mien jiyoon yah maroon kissi ko koi farak nahiin padega aap please mera message papa tak pohcha dijiye ga” Naina said.

“Tum kahiin nahiin jaa rahi” Sameer said in a stern voice when he saw Naina moving towards the door.

“Mien jaa rahi hoon” Naina said and was about to open the door when Sameer pulled her and held her shoulder.

“Miene kaha na ki tum kahiin nahiin jaogi matlab kahiin nahiin jaogi yeh operation hoga or zaroor hoga jao bed pe jake late jao you need rest” Sameer said.

Naina removed his hands from her shoulder and moved towards the window and looked at the sky and shouted “kyun bhagwaaan kyun? Aap aise kyun kar rahe hain? aapne mujhse meri mamma cheengi miene kuch nahiin kaha apne mujhse papa ko cheenga miene kuch nahiin kaha apne mere friends ko cheenga miene kuch nahiin kaha shaadi ke baad ek umeed thi ki shayad ab ma papa ka pyaar milega apne vo cheenga miene kuch nahiin kaha apne mera pyaar cheenga miene apse tab bhi kuch nahiin kaha apne hamesha meri life main pains bhare, khushiyon ke liye pal pal tarsate rahe miene uff tak nahiin ki chup chaap sehti rahi kyunki mujhe pata tha kabhi na kabhi aap meri wish zaroor poori karenge or mujhe apne paas bulaynge. Mien apni khushiyon ke liye apse bheek bhi mangi thi apke samne roti rahi ki please ab sab theek kardo per apne meri kabhi nahiin suni. Mujhe apse itne saare sawaalon ke jawab chahiye mien janna chahti hoon ki miene aisi kaunsi galti ki hai ki mujhe sirf dukh mile miene aisa kya kiya hai ki meri life main kabhi khushiyaan nahiin ayi? Agar ek baar bata dete ki meri galti kya hai toh hanste hanste sare dukh jhel leti per jab pata hi nahiin hai ki meri kya galti hai kiss cheez ki saza mil rahi hai toh pal pal jeena mushkil ho jata hai samjhe aap? Apko ahsaas hai mere dard ka? Meri takleef ka? Nahiin na? kyunki agar hota toh aap bina galti kiye itni badi saza nahiin dete mujhe. Miene aaj tak kissi ke saath bura nahiin kiya na hi kissi ke liye bura socha toh phir mere saath hi kyun? Miene aaj tak insanon ko toh chodo kissi animal ke saath bhi bura nahiin kiya toh phir apne meri life main sirf dukh kyun likhe? Kitne log dooseron ko jaan booj ke hurt karte hain ya jaan booj ke kisi ke saath galat karte hain aap unko khushiyan kyun dete hain unhe dukh nahiin dete hain? Aap boht unfair hai suna apne aap boht unfair hain. Pata hai bhagwan mujhe lagta hai mien na dhol ki tarah hoon jisse aap dono taraf se baja rahe hain, aapko chain nahiin milta na jab tak aap mujhe pareshaan yeah rota hua na dekh le. Jab bhi mien thoda sa khush hoti hoon tab apko lagta hai arey isko khushi kaise mil gayi nahiin nahiin isko gam do or bas agle hi pal aap sab khushiyan cheeng lete hain. Bachpan se na kabhi poori tarah se hans apyi or na hi poori tarah se roh payi. Hansoon toh darr lagta tha ki yeh hassi agle pal gayab ho jayegi roti toh aisa lagta ki ab kuch galat hone wala hai. Sari zindagi darti rahi apki vajay se suna apne apki vajay se. Apko pata hai mien bachpan se lekar aaj tak yahi soch rahi hoon ki meri galti kya hai miene aisa kya kiya hai ki meri life main kabhi kuch normal nahiin hota kabhi koi khushiyaan nahiin aati or aaj tak mujhe koi jawaab nahiin mila lekin ab mujhe jawaab chahiye varna mien pagal ho jaoongi soch soch ke. Agar mari nahiin toh pagal khane zaroor pohch jaongi mien. Mana apne mujhe itna acha environment diya rehne ke liye ache logon ke beech rakha or uske liye mien hamesha apki abhaari (grateful) rahoongi. Apko pata hai jab mujhe pata chala tha ki mujhe brain tumour hai mere chehre pe smile thi iss liye nahiin ki mien marne wali hoon iss liye kyunki finally vo din aa raha tha jahan mien apse mill paongi or ab jab vo din paas aa raha hain toh apne Sameer ko bhej diya taki mera operation ho jaye or mien apke paas na paaon? Kyun kar rahe hain aap aisa mien kitni khush thi ki apne finally meri wish poori ki ab finally saare pains se chutkara milega or saath hi saath mere sawaalon ke jawaab bhi milenge. Aap darr rahe hain na ki aap mere sawaalon ka jawaab de payenge ki nahiin? Lekin ab mien peechne nahiin hatne wali mujhe mere sawaalon ka jawaab chahiye aap tyaar ho jayiye kyunki apko mera samna karna hai or yaad rakhiyega jab tak aap mere sawaalon ka jawaab nahiin denge mien vahan se kahiin nahiin jaongi. Mujhe apni mamma se bhi milna hai aap unko hug karke apne sare dukh bhoolne hai aap aise akhri waqt mien peeche nahiin hat sakte kyunki mujhe apke paas ana hai suna apne ana hai mujhe apke paas. Jinko zinda rehna hota hai aap unhe apne paas bula lete hain or yahan jisko apke paas ana hai apni marzi se aap uski sun nahiin rahe aap mujhe unsuna nahiin kar sakte har bar ki tarah umeed deke tod nahiin sakte mere jane se kisi ko farak nahiin padega kisi ko dukh nahiin hoga. Jab hoon tab kisi ne nahiin poocha ki mien theek hoon tabet kharab hai toh kuch madad kar doon, aaj tak kitni baar bimar padi hoon per kisi ko koi farak pada? Arey mien hokar bhi jab logo ke liye nahiin thi toh jane ke baad kya badal jayega? Mien bhi insaan hoon mere seene main bhi dill hai mujhe bhi dukh hota hai mera dill bhi toota hai robot nahiin hoon mien ki emotions hi na ho ek limit hoti hai koi kyun nahiin samajta kyun. Mujhe nahiin pata aap peeche nahiin hat sakte bas mujhe apke paas ana hai suna apne”.

Before Naina could speak further she felt her head spinning and in no time she fell on the floor. Sameer who was hearing all this was continuously crying and looking at Naina helplessly. He didn’t know what to say or do because somewhere down the line he was responsible for increasing her pain whereas he should be the one reducing it. Sameer was feeling guilty for increasing her pains. Today, he realized that her diary was just a trailer, she had more pain in her than her diary to express. He under-estimated her pain, he was wrong in thinking that a mere confession could bring a smile on her face. He had to do something else to bring a smile on her face. Seeing Naina falling Sameer rushed towards her and scooped her in his arms and placed her on the bed and then ran to call a doctor.

Sameer entered the room along with a doctor and who again injected all the tubes in Naina’s hand and said “aap baki family members ko bula lijiye operation half an hour main shuru hoga or hain mien apko dhoke main nahiin rakhna chahta operation ke fail hone ke chances kam hai lekin hain zaroor. Operation ke baad she can have a memory loss or can go in coma yeah phir”

“Yeah phir kya doctor” Sameer asked with a choked voice.

“Yeahh yeh marr bhi sakti hai” doctor said and left the room.

Sameer looked at Naina and then towards the God. ‘Kitne sapne dekhe the miene ki jab naina se miloonga toh yeh kahoonga vo kahoonga lekin kabhi nahiin socha tha ki milan aisa hoga jahan usse hamesha ke liye khone ka darr zyada hoga. Abhi tak iss umeed main zinda tha ki naina hain kahiin kisi din milegi agar usse kuch ho gaya toh, aaj jab mujhe umeed khatam ho sakti hai ka ahsaas hua toh kaisa khalipan sa lagta hai pata chala pata nahiin naina ne itne saal kaise guzare iss khalipan se. Kehte hain jab khud per beet ti hai toh doosere ke gham ka ahsaas ho jata hai kash bina guzre samaj aa jata toh aaj aisa na hota. Zindagi har kadam per thokar zaroor marti hai magar apne ho toh sab theek ho jata hai or naina ke apne hain usse yeh ahsaas karna hi hoga, usse ahsaas karna hoga apnon ko ek baar awaaz lagao toh vo zaroor ate hain, usse ahsaas karna hoga vo apnon ko akela chodke nahiin ja sakti’ he then left the room to call everyone.